I make roses

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a, bed of roses
Sink me in the river, at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Most women would dream of lying on a bed of roses

but definitely not dying young

so let's YOLO

(new word I learned, you only live once)

So I makes roses for myself and live myself like a free bird

It doesn't matter how others look at you, it is all about how you look at yourself

Don't be scared of being alone and enjoying the super show of your awesome life

Don't be afraid to show who you are

( Don't smoke if you can, that is just a props)

Make yourself visible and rule the world Princesses!

Wear your invincible crown and strut your pose

Keep your heels, head & standard high!

Addicted with Smartphone

My time of bad habits would be biting on your nails or watching tv and not eating dinner

but the most serious bad habits to kids nowadays is addicted to smart phone

and I'm part of the "kids" group too

so I am part of this bad habit now

I slowly found out (which I think it been happen for quite long)

I am really addicted to my phone

I should start calling my phone darling or baby soon

he can be my part-time BF for now

Some more with all the apps, he totally can be the perfect BF

he is a plastic surgeon which can make me pretty with all the skin softening skills

he can tweet with you 24/7 non-stop without making you bored

he make you happy when you sees the number of likes in Instagram

and obviously he don't mind if you chat with other girls in Wechat

and he won't cheat on you of course!

and my good BF been affecting me in the office

I love you so much that I can't leave him alone for too long

and not only me, almost all of my colleagues is playing working with their phone too

we really work, cause we need to Whatapps with our colleagues in store

any automatically the naughty fingers will linger on other buttons

and the feeling of getting caught by your boss of doing other things than work

is so so bad..

like a kid stealing a candy

not like I'm playing candy crush there, instagram maybe...

definitely not something easy to achieve

need some determination

maybe finish certain works then only can keep in touch with my lovely phone

or every hours once

definitely a hardcore habits that need to be kick away..

but who is not addicted to love~

you're purely for entertainment purposes, boyfie

no more office hours~

If I am someone else?

How do you feel if you are not who you really are today?

I always want to be someone else

Someone prettier maybe, someone more famous maybe

or just a simple one who got married now and having a 2 years old kid?

They say there is an option where you always can choose to become who you are

to me, that is partly true only

I always complain with my eomma

"why you never let me go study music one??"

who know I gonna be singer, musician or at least part time can teach music class

because they choose not to waste that kind of time bringing me to classes

so here I am today, music-blind.haha

here, I might be a rocker who play electric guitar like Wang Leehom 

(he is my second secret lover)

or maybe my eomma bring me to ballet classes

I'll be wearing tutu and watching swan lake now

and I'll be healthier and slimmer if I dance more

*shake my booty

What if my Appa is richer and he will just buy what I want?

DSLR, polaroid, lomo cam or the whole shopping mall

I could be a top photographer and get invited to ANTM to be their special shooting

I could help you take free facebook profile pictures that got more likes than a beauty pageant

wanna book me now?

No matter how I wanna be someone else in my life

I am grateful that I does not turn to someone I don't want to be

I am not a spoilt brat or a nasty bitch that you watch in ANTM

I don't have cat fight with my friends, but I am not bad in it too

haha

Getting more "mature" now, so if I really want to be a musician

I could pay my own money and learn

Learned dancing in my uni time

and try to learn more that what I am not capable of previously

and I still wish there is a potion who can makes you 

try putting on someone else's shoes

oneday

someday~

To look the world through their eyes

Relaxing Holiday (relaxing =boring)

I'm free to update my blog again 

because I'm not working on Hari Raya

and I got no place to go (no invitation, no trip, no hang-out, no club)

*pathetic*

and I got nothing to update too..

DUH~ what an excited life..

sorry to bore you

but I need to find something to do..

so let me update you all with my vain picture~

Kiss from my Prince Charming 

My Prince Charming is a Dog!!! *pathetic

at least she is a Branded Dog, my Hushy Baby is a Basset Hound =Hush Puppies brand

*materialistic*

The coming season is tribal look~
heart it, my tanned skin is perfect for this look. *self-hypnotizing

some even commented me that I look like some local native, Iban~

me with my blue contact lens

and my long hair...I MISS YOU LONG HAIR

can I do extensions?

when I chop off my hair..

now it's longer..Yay! Happy~
but feel like wanna cut it short some more..

What in my mind? Don't ask me, I don't know too...

*pathetic*

Yee..Har..

This is not me, don't worry

it's just a random nugget that I saw at Tesco

Kinda funny to see Choco Nugget which contain Choco Chip (like^^), chicken meat (like^^)

but when choco chip + chicken meat (vomit)

I can't accept the combination...yeee....

too strange..

Want to end my post now...

too boring to write a boring post

Don't hate me for the boring post..haha~

I manage to waste 15 minutes here. Yay~

Tata everyone -__-